Monday, November 14, 2011

My Life at the Moment...

Yes.
I do realize it's been [months] since
I've written a new post.
Honestly, life has just been so hectic lately
I haven't had the time.
School is crazy,
work is as busy as ever,
and life continues do dish out a fair amount
of stress each day.
But honestly,
I wouldn't have my life any other way right now.
Life is so good.
I am B L E S S E D
Sometimes I get handed situations and
I really don't know what to do with them.
Things haven't exactly gone as planned lately.
Life is hard, but I know my Heavenly Father loves me.
I know that he has a bigger plan for me than I see for myself.
And I know that I can't do everything.
But with His help, I can do the things He needs me to.
So I'm sort of trying to figure out what those things are.
I sort of have a war within myself right now.
I think I'm going to head down the PA path
as far as school goes.
I've been trying to make up my mind, 
and I think this is the right decision...
but there's another thing that's been pulling on me too.
I know I've got some time to think about it.
Actually... if I'm being specific, I've
got about a year and a half to decide.
Do with that what you will. (:
But honestly, even in the chaos of things,
I can't help but be reminded of how blessed I am.
I have SO MUCH to be thankful for.
And I know that even though I make mistakes,
even though I can't figure out what I'm doing half the time,
and even though I'm confused as ever when I get tossed a "no,"
from the Lord,
I know He's really not telling me "no."
He's telling me that He loves me.
That He hasn't forgotten me.
And that He sees so much more than I do.
I love the Gospel.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
And I'm gonna take everything it as it comes. (: