Forever and Ever...

My song for today. (:

Forever and ever.
Forever and ever.

Forever and ever.

Home is where you are,
Kind of tragic that I left your side.
Left your side, left your side.
I recall a smile, a kiss.
When the sun did rise,
By your side, I was by your side.
I gotta tell you how it feels now.

You're my air, when I feel I can't breathe.
Catching me, when I'm tripping over my feet.
We'll get through this together.
You're my smile, when I just want to cry.
Make it all better as you kiss my sad eyes.
I'm giving you my forever and ever.

Forever and ever.
Forever and ever.
(Forever and ever.)

The hug, the kiss, the love.
All the magic that we're feeling inside,
Deep inside, deep inside.
It's hard to find the words,
The courage is somewhere inside,
Deep inside, deep inside.
Gotta tell you how it feels now,
I'm ready to fall.

You're my air, when I feel I can't breathe.
Catching me, when I'm tripping over my feet.
We'll get through this together.
You're my smile, when I just want to cry.
Make it all better as you kiss my sad eyes.
I'm giving you my forever and ever.

Forever and ever.
Forever and ever.
(Forever and ever.)

Sat down thought about it today,
If I only had a breath what would I want to say?
Something sweet, something real, something real sweet.
Thought real hard.
And only one thing,
(Only one thing.)
Only one thing,
(Only one thing.)
Oh only one thing, came to me.

You're my air, when I feel I can't breathe.
Catching me, when I'm tripping over my feet.
We'll get through this together.
You're my smile, when I just want to cry.
Make it all better as you kiss my sad eyes.
I'm giving you my forever.

You're my air, when I feel I can't breathe.
(Forever and ever.)
Catching me, when I'm tripping over my feet.
We'll get through this together.
(Forever and ever.)
You're my smile, when I just want to cry.
(Forever and ever.)
Make it all better as you kiss my sad eyes.
(Forever and ever.)
I'm giving you my forever and ever.

 

-He is We <3

 

73 Days!!! =D

What do I feel?

I'm feeling so happy today!

It's Monday so I got an email from Justin,

and a couple days ago THIS

precious thing showed up at my front door...
 .

Okay, so it didn't show up by magic.

I ordered if off eBay and it KINDAAAA

cost me a pretty penny.

But I was literally going insane.

I don't know how I've gone the past ten months without it.

Seriously.

And I'm going to be getting my grandma's piano

soon as well!

Ahh. 

Life is going to be such sweet,

blissful, musical happiness! (;

(okay, you caught me, this is slightly laced with sarcasm.)

Also, today Justin has 80 days left!

Is that number significant?

No.

But it still feels nice to look at and know

that's only like two and a half months. (:

I have all these things to be thankful for.

And I really am thankful!

I had a great day yesterday.

I was able to hang out with some

friends from my ward,

and it just made for a good day.

The only thing that keeps bringing me down

is the fact that I STILL

work at Convergys.

Well, at least I think I do.

There is always the slightest possibility they

are going to fire me today...

haha just kidding.

But really, I've applied

at other places.

And it would be GRAND

if one of them would at least

call me back.

I applied a day-care center.

OOOOH.

I want that job so bad!!

It would make me so happy!

[Fingers crossed they call soon!]

But I guess I'll go to work today.

And it'll drag on and on just like it always does.

Okay, I'm finished being negative.

Have a spectacular day! (:

Dear Subway...

Please hire me.

I'll be the bestest little sandwich artist

you ever did see!

I promiseeee! (:

Call me first thing in the morning when you get this message.

Thank you!

Virtue.

I love this.

Work.

BLAH.

What a drag.

I know I really shouldn't be complaining.

I'm SO thankful I have a job,

and I'm thankful I have income.

But at the same time, it's just one of those

jobs that, you know...

makes you want to shoot yourself in the foot?

Maybe I'm being a little too dramatic.

But if another job popped up,

I would gladly take it...

In case you don't know what I do,

I work for AT&T.

This isn't like, I sit in a store

and sell phones to people.

No.

That would be much better.

I sit in at a computer all day and take

calls from people with problems about their phones.

We started taking actual calls yesterday.

You'd think that wouldn't be bad,

but it is.

Forgive me, but there are some dumb people in this world.

And to make it worse,

after we fix their problems,

we have to try and sell them TV/Internet.

Seriously?

It's not that bad, except we are required to do it on

EVERY CALL.

It's not fair sometimes, because we get some really sad situations.

Like my friend Devan got a call from an old lady yesterday,

saying her husband had fallen down the stairs and broken his phone.

They had some horrendous internet usage

charges that weren't at all their fault,

because they didn't even know they could do that on their phones.

They were short on money,

and that poor woman was practically in tears.

But, NOOOO,

we couldn't just help her with her phone problem,

we knew she was already emotional,

but we STILL had to try and take

more of her money and try selling her TV.

It's wrong.

And it kinda frustrates me.

Before this, it was just training.

But yesterday I slaughtered it.

 I think it's fair to say that

I completely destroyed any hope

I had that I could actually do this job.

Okay, okay...

I know it was my first day and

I was just nervous and it will get better.

[Hopefully.]

But literally, I'm going insane.

Working there is making me crazy.

And I work the WEIRDEST hours.

3-midnight?

Who even does that??

I'm sorry this is another vent.

I will make sure to post something happy the next few times haha.

But all the same,

if anyone knows of places hiring in Cedar,

I would love to talk to you. (:

Have a lovely.